Monday, June 8, 2015

Who will teach me?


As salaam u alaikum,

A few weeks ago I completed my CERT and CPR training. I was taking classes for that in the evening after school. Every day, I would come to school and share with my children what i had learned the previous night. Before my final exam, I asked them to make dua for me. They were all happily following my journey and excited to see my 'ceftericate' (Certificate) and emergency responder gear when I passed. 

When I showed it to them, they were ecstatic. Everyone wanted to touch, feel and relay stories of some time they had seen an ambulance or an emergency responder. Being trained for CERT and CPR does not qualify me to be an EMT nor do I intend to follow that career path. I tried to explain that to my little ones but for some it wasn't all black and white. One six year old raised her hand, when I called on her, she hesitated to speak.

"Yes...honey?" I prompted.

"But..but Sister, if you are going to save people's lives, then...then who is gonna teach us Qur'aaaan?"

Her voice was dripping with concern and a look of alarm was etched on her little innocent face.

For a moment, I was speechless. Because even though I wasn't going to be an EMT, I was indeed leaving teaching, for a while at least, to be an Americorps VISTA and was being already guilt-tripped about it by my mom. 

The homeroom teacher's timely laughter saved me, however. She told me this question was one for the keepers. I agree.

I reassured the student and moved on but that was one of the moments that always gives your heart a gentle squeeze and put a fulfilled smile on your face.

God, I love these children. May Allah swt keep them happy, healthy and most importantly, on sitar al mustaqeem. Admen.

INTRODUCTION

You know that feeling when your heart swells up in a way that it feels like it's about to burst but instead tears come flowing and the world is just complete. Even if for a moment.

I was blessed to have such a moment yesterday, when a little student ran up to me at the high school graduation and gave me a big hug. As I squeezed her back, she broke into a loud and beautiful recitation of Surah An Naaziat. She is one of the most challenging trouble-makers among the hundred students that I teach.

I could feel my heart grow fuller and my face glow. My life, at that moment, was complete. My heart is happier and footsteps springier knowing that I made a difference...even if it was that one little child associates Qur'an with my face. I couldn't be more thankful to Allah swt.

I will go and build a dam to hold my tears in now.

#teacherlove #satisfaction